Currently, I am experiencing amazing and deep dreams. Ones where I explore new dimensions of myself and with others, I step into a parallel life. Last night’s dream was related to Sky, a spirit guide of mine I met a while ago during another dream.
In my dream I was two people; myself as I am now and the other person whose body it was. I, as Renee was a voice inside them and I believe the body was a young Native male named Sky.
We find ourselves in an empty school-like hallway. I feel an invisible push, almost like an internal nudge directing me towards a half-opened door. Sky does not want to go in because it is dark inside and we feel scared. As Renee, I gave the boy courage and told him I was with him now and will not leave him.
We go in and before I could see anything in the dark, I could hear loud First Nation music playing. It feels angry with heavy drumming and almost shouting vocals, the music is what is causing Sky to feel scared. Internally, I reassure Sky that it is only music and it can not hurt us. As we walk into the large, gym-like room I notice Native Art painted on the walls, depicting human figures and symbols in black and red.
All around are small groups of youths, I only notice the males. At the front of the room is the band playing live music that makes the whole atmosphere feel angry to me.
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Now, We are out in the hallway where a group of boys are picking on Sky and kids like him. The bullies are taller and older with Caucasian features. I believe Sky is a young First Nation boy who was sent to a new school and was bullied.
The verbal abuse advanced to physical and the tall, older boy placed a strong grip on Sky’s small neck. We grab at his hands but failed, then we try scratching at his face but fail. In the next moment, two things happened at once. First internally, I help Sky to poke and gouge at the bully’s eyes and lastly, I think this is also the moment Sky dies.
In the end, Sky needed to use my feistiness to understand that even with the courage and strength to fight back, he still would have lost. I felt he has regrets about not giving his all to fight back before his death. But even with courage, he still was destined to pass away during this situation. Image from mariecurie.org.uk.
To me, it feels like a life review for Sky and I was his guide. I showed him the ‘What ifs’ to help him feel resolved and at peace with the situation. It felt so different to be part of someone but not really the person completely. There was another dream after this one. Where I was in someone else’s body completely, telling the people around me that I was not her and what my life was like as Renee.
Live Joy, Renee