Lately, all of the dreams I can remember when I wake up seem meaningless about guys I used to like. I crushed on these boys during Elementary School and I have not thought about them for decades. I do not have any current-day connection with them because I believe I have internally resolved any issues.
However, after discussing it with an Intuitive Reader, who confirmed that I am going through a big release. My current purge is about releasing all the energetic emotions I placed on or around these boys. In my dreams with them, there is always a peaceful resolution. Like I am rewriting all those traumatic scenes and I am creating a happy ending that aligns with my reality.
Quiet Resolve
And a happy ending does not mean I end up with them. It is more about remembering my current life and answering according. In that way, I do not end up with hurt feelings and the guy is okay too. Sometimes, I say the words I wish I said back then. The sensation I feel after can only be described as serenity.
As it is, I am in this situation because I continually ask to be challenged. I want to do my very best to transform all my trauma and any trauma that may be passed down to my children. I ask to heal all trauma from my current life, past lives and ancestral trauma. So my soul does not have to deal with them ever again.
Because I know in this lifetime I am strong and safe. I have love and support like no other in this time and space. So it is only natural that I should take advantage of this unique situation and conquer some demons. Frankly, it is a relief that I am spiritually working on myself.
As of late, I have been feeling idle, but now I know better. My astral self is working hard, solving problems and getting results. The inner peace I feel is reassuring. Doing the work is important, even if it is during your sleep.
Live Joy, Renee